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WhAt Is A gIrL tO dO? ? ?
Feb. 1st, 2006 | 02:42 pm
mood: 
depressed
music: Stickwityou - Pussycat Dolls
Well for me life isn't exactly back to 'normal' yet. It is still hard getting up everyday & knowing that I will not see my dad that day!
Im slowly but surely getting back into the whole 'school' thing. I'm trying to keep my feelings in, and act like I always do @ school b/c i don't want people to keep asking me "what's wrong" . . .I mean come one I just lost my dad, I know it might be kind of rude of me to think like that. . . but it just really hurts and a lot of people just can't understand that!
Well volleyball is sort of taking a little turn, we played a game the other night and we beat HFA. . . I was so HAPPY. Then after that game Chantell & I got invited to come try-out of the volleyball team @ U of M Dearborn, well we went to that on Sunday & it was soooooo much fun. The girls there actually knew what they were doing and every play was just so perfect! We'll know our results in like 2 weeks, I think I did pretty good though!
I went out to the drive-in on Friday & was going to go see Big Momma's House 2, but by the time we got there it had already started and we only caught like the last 15 minutes of it, so we sat and watched Cheaper by the Dozen 2 then went out to eat! On Saturday Me, this girl from my school Markeisha, Anthony & Tony all went to the movies so we could actually see the whole movie! Then went out to Baskin Robbins. . . after that I went home b/c I was tired!
The other day I went to Lisa's to watch the Piston's game & we got real hungry so Me, Lisa, & Vicky went to Cici's pizza, and it was just EXTRA good!
The Superbowl is this weekend & I think i'm going to go hang out downtown this weekend b/c their supposed to be having a whole bunch of events down there! But we'll see!
Im slowly but surely getting back into the whole 'school' thing. I'm trying to keep my feelings in, and act like I always do @ school b/c i don't want people to keep asking me "what's wrong" . . .I mean come one I just lost my dad, I know it might be kind of rude of me to think like that. . . but it just really hurts and a lot of people just can't understand that!
Well volleyball is sort of taking a little turn, we played a game the other night and we beat HFA. . . I was so HAPPY. Then after that game Chantell & I got invited to come try-out of the volleyball team @ U of M Dearborn, well we went to that on Sunday & it was soooooo much fun. The girls there actually knew what they were doing and every play was just so perfect! We'll know our results in like 2 weeks, I think I did pretty good though!
I went out to the drive-in on Friday & was going to go see Big Momma's House 2, but by the time we got there it had already started and we only caught like the last 15 minutes of it, so we sat and watched Cheaper by the Dozen 2 then went out to eat! On Saturday Me, this girl from my school Markeisha, Anthony & Tony all went to the movies so we could actually see the whole movie! Then went out to Baskin Robbins. . . after that I went home b/c I was tired!
The other day I went to Lisa's to watch the Piston's game & we got real hungry so Me, Lisa, & Vicky went to Cici's pizza, and it was just EXTRA good!
The Superbowl is this weekend & I think i'm going to go hang out downtown this weekend b/c their supposed to be having a whole bunch of events down there! But we'll see!
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Lately . . .
Jan. 23rd, 2006 | 12:55 pm
mood: depressed
music: Faith Evans - True Love
Wow, It's been a while since i wrote last, HUH? I've just been so busy w/ all sorts of stuff! Coming back to school was sort of hard, but it's just going to take a while to get back into doing everything i'm used to doing. Even though i wasn't here for the whole week before mid-terms, i still passed them all w/ A's!
Volleyball isn't going so good though. Our team sucks so bad b/c it full of people who like to talk a lot of shit and call people ball hogs! Well how could Me & Chantell be "ball hogs" (while were next to each other) when there is no real way to "ball hog" in volleyball! That led Lemieux to make the worst decision of his life which was to move us. . .& now we suck worse then before! Our record is like 0-4 now. .. i am so disappointed!
For my life, things haven't been to cool with some people. Have you ever knew someone that you thought would change but then you realize that THEY WILL NEVER change, what would you do! Well we stopped talking for a while, then they started calling again, we started hanging out, getting along, & actually talking, but then all of a sudden w/i these past 3-4 weeks, EVERYTHING has just flipped & they keep ditching me, excuses are being made to NOT hang out, lies are being exchanged, we barely talk, always argue, & rarely ever see each other anymore! That is not the way things were supposed to end up. The past is catching back up & i don't want it to repeat itself! I've been going through a lot lately & i really want this person there for me & i dont need them acting like that b/c it really hurts!
Other then that i've been ok, my life has been better! I am just so tired all the time, b/c i barely ever get any sleep, i'm always arguing w/ my mom or someone else! Things have just not been very good for me. I know my attitude hasn't been exactly been "good" either, but im trying! I guess i just need some time. I guess it's just b/c i have a lot of anger built up inside of me, then w/ people piling more & more on top of it, it's not really helping! Well see how everything goes then!
Volleyball isn't going so good though. Our team sucks so bad b/c it full of people who like to talk a lot of shit and call people ball hogs! Well how could Me & Chantell be "ball hogs" (while were next to each other) when there is no real way to "ball hog" in volleyball! That led Lemieux to make the worst decision of his life which was to move us. . .& now we suck worse then before! Our record is like 0-4 now. .. i am so disappointed!
For my life, things haven't been to cool with some people. Have you ever knew someone that you thought would change but then you realize that THEY WILL NEVER change, what would you do! Well we stopped talking for a while, then they started calling again, we started hanging out, getting along, & actually talking, but then all of a sudden w/i these past 3-4 weeks, EVERYTHING has just flipped & they keep ditching me, excuses are being made to NOT hang out, lies are being exchanged, we barely talk, always argue, & rarely ever see each other anymore! That is not the way things were supposed to end up. The past is catching back up & i don't want it to repeat itself! I've been going through a lot lately & i really want this person there for me & i dont need them acting like that b/c it really hurts!
Other then that i've been ok, my life has been better! I am just so tired all the time, b/c i barely ever get any sleep, i'm always arguing w/ my mom or someone else! Things have just not been very good for me. I know my attitude hasn't been exactly been "good" either, but im trying! I guess i just need some time. I guess it's just b/c i have a lot of anger built up inside of me, then w/ people piling more & more on top of it, it's not really helping! Well see how everything goes then!
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Not Feeling Good!
Jan. 2nd, 2006 | 08:31 pm
mood: 
shocked
music: Heard Em' Say - Kanye West & Adam Levine
Well i thought New Years Eve was going to be a BIG BLAST to bring in 2006, but i turned out to be WRONG!
HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED YOUR NEW YEARS MORE THAN I ENJOYED MINE. . . b/c i feel sick to my stomach and i just want to curl up into a little ball & NOT talk to antone for about a month. These next few days, weeks, months & even years are going to be very hard for my family and me.
I LOVE YOU, AND MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE DAD . . . .
HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED YOUR NEW YEARS MORE THAN I ENJOYED MINE. . . b/c i feel sick to my stomach and i just want to curl up into a little ball & NOT talk to antone for about a month. These next few days, weeks, months & even years are going to be very hard for my family and me.
I LOVE YOU, AND MISS YOU EVERY MINUTE DAD . . . .
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Not Much . . . .
Dec. 28th, 2005 | 10:53 am
mood: 
anxious
music: My Boo - Alicia Keys & Usher
Haven't been doing much lately. . . went out the other night over to Lisa's & watched her use her new vacuum, after that i ran a few aarons, then came home & went to bed! Yesterday i just sat around all day in my pajamas b/c i didn't feel like going no where! I did cook dinner for my mom w/ my new cook book though. . . .so she was happy! Today i have to take back some things that "people" got me b/c it's one size to big! AWWW I LOVE PRESENTS! ! ! ! Well after i run a bunch of aarons then i have to go up to work to make sure i have New Year's day off, b/c he tried to schedule me, BUT i'm not working! OMG. . .NEW YEARS EVE IS GOING TO BE SOOO FUN, EXCITING & ROMANTIC THIS YEAR! Owww I CAN'T WAIT, IT GIVES ME CHILLS! ! ! ! I'm so happy that i'm 18 now, b/c i can go to the club and shit like that! So me & Allison will be doing some club hoping from now on!
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Well, Well, Well. . . . . .
Dec. 25th, 2005 | 10:00 pm
mood: 
excited
music: Santa that's my only wish this year - Britney Spears
Haven't wrote in a while b/c i have been real busy. My mother was in the hospital for about 3 days last week! It all started on Tuesday when Shelley was going to a concert and i went to hang out w/ "someone" (don't want to mention any names) Well when we both got back we found out that my dad had rushed my mom to the hospital. Then on Wednesday - Friday i was here & there, trying to finish up Christmas shopping, working, and being @ the hospital! Well she got out Friday which was MY BIRTHDAY! ! !
Friday i woke up, went and did a little last minute shopping then when i got home i went out to eat w/ "someone" we went to this restaurant by Southland called Carabba's. . . .ummmm it was soo good! After that we hung out for a little while and i was going to take him to a party w/ me, but he was acting scared and i decided not to go w/o him, and by the time i left his house i was REALLY tired! He got me some new earrings and this really pretty bracelet to match, i just love jewelry (i was hoping for a ring, but hey Christmas -for us- is tomorrow!)
Saturday i got up went to Fairlane, bought some shoes for someone it's almost impossible to find for. Came home took a shower, and went to the Christmas party that they were having @ my work. Got my check, cashed it, stayed and talked for a while, and helped them out for a little while, got all my presents, then went to Southland to find some black shirts, and get different shoes! Came home, wrapped it all, then did my hair and me & Shelley went over to my aunt's house in Ypsilanti for the traditional stuff. My parents came about 2 hours later. So after eating i karaoke'd w/ my cousin Tracy for a while then passed out on the counter in the kitchen. Ended up leaving there @ like 11.
Christmas morning i woke up to my sister shaking me b/c she wanted to open damn presents. So i got some clothes, bunch of movies, a Coach purse, PS2 games, cook book (b/c my mom wants me to learn to cook . . .lol), some hats, a new i-pod, it's all black & plays videos & slide shows & is 100% color. . . .it's sweet! AND tomorrow i get to go and exchange more presents with other peoples! After presents we went back out to my aunt's house for dinner. Then me & my sister's ditched out early and went to the movies to see 'RINGER'. Then i came home cleaned all my shit up, cleaned my room FINALLY and then sat around for a while, then picked Shelley up from the hospital. I'm not sure if i'm going to work in the morning, or the afternoon though, so we'll have to see!
Friday i woke up, went and did a little last minute shopping then when i got home i went out to eat w/ "someone" we went to this restaurant by Southland called Carabba's. . . .ummmm it was soo good! After that we hung out for a little while and i was going to take him to a party w/ me, but he was acting scared and i decided not to go w/o him, and by the time i left his house i was REALLY tired! He got me some new earrings and this really pretty bracelet to match, i just love jewelry (i was hoping for a ring, but hey Christmas -for us- is tomorrow!)
Saturday i got up went to Fairlane, bought some shoes for someone it's almost impossible to find for. Came home took a shower, and went to the Christmas party that they were having @ my work. Got my check, cashed it, stayed and talked for a while, and helped them out for a little while, got all my presents, then went to Southland to find some black shirts, and get different shoes! Came home, wrapped it all, then did my hair and me & Shelley went over to my aunt's house in Ypsilanti for the traditional stuff. My parents came about 2 hours later. So after eating i karaoke'd w/ my cousin Tracy for a while then passed out on the counter in the kitchen. Ended up leaving there @ like 11.
Christmas morning i woke up to my sister shaking me b/c she wanted to open damn presents. So i got some clothes, bunch of movies, a Coach purse, PS2 games, cook book (b/c my mom wants me to learn to cook . . .lol), some hats, a new i-pod, it's all black & plays videos & slide shows & is 100% color. . . .it's sweet! AND tomorrow i get to go and exchange more presents with other peoples! After presents we went back out to my aunt's house for dinner. Then me & my sister's ditched out early and went to the movies to see 'RINGER'. Then i came home cleaned all my shit up, cleaned my room FINALLY and then sat around for a while, then picked Shelley up from the hospital. I'm not sure if i'm going to work in the morning, or the afternoon though, so we'll have to see!
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GuEsS wHaT. . . . . .
Dec. 19th, 2005 | 05:51 pm
music: First Time - Cassidy
ONLY 4 DAYS LEFT UNTIL I'M 18! ! ! ! ! !
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LeT's SeE . . . .
Dec. 15th, 2005 | 02:47 pm
mood: 
satisfied
music: Without You - Mary J Blige
You could define a "adult" as someone who takes care of business / Kassie. I take care of my business & make sure none of it gets unsolved! So for everyone who likes to act like a dumbass little child. . . .then they can go ahead and continue to act like little children. You want to know why. . .b/c i'm done! What happened-happened. . . .and it's in the past. Let's all grow up now and MOVE ON! ! !
Anyways this winter break is going to SUCK for me for 1 reason only, which i'd rather not say! But hopefully i get to spend time w/ all my friends and the people i love, & especially the ones that love me!
MY BIRTHDAY IS ONLY 8 DAYS AWAY. . . .I'M GOING TO BE THE BIG 18. . . .I CAN'T WAIT! ALL THE PRESENTS & NEW THINGS FOR MY BIRTHDAY! IT MAKES ME SO EXCITED! I'LL PROBABLY GO OUT TO THE CLUB ON MY BIRTHDAY TOO, WITH A BUNCH OF FRIENDS. . . .
Maybe i'll go ice skating too. . .hopefully it won't be ruined and NOT fun like last time b/c "someone" was to chicken shit to go! Well i'm sad that i can't attend volleyball at all during the break so hopefully we wont have a lot of practices! On the flip side i can't wait until out next game b/c i didn't play the first game b/c my hand hurt way to much! People in school crack me up, now they all have a nickname for me!
I hope it doesn't snow to much tonight b/c i wanted to get some Christmas shopping done @ Fairlane. . .but we'll see!
Anyways this winter break is going to SUCK for me for 1 reason only, which i'd rather not say! But hopefully i get to spend time w/ all my friends and the people i love, & especially the ones that love me!
MY BIRTHDAY IS ONLY 8 DAYS AWAY. . . .I'M GOING TO BE THE BIG 18. . . .I CAN'T WAIT! ALL THE PRESENTS & NEW THINGS FOR MY BIRTHDAY! IT MAKES ME SO EXCITED! I'LL PROBABLY GO OUT TO THE CLUB ON MY BIRTHDAY TOO, WITH A BUNCH OF FRIENDS. . . .
Maybe i'll go ice skating too. . .hopefully it won't be ruined and NOT fun like last time b/c "someone" was to chicken shit to go! Well i'm sad that i can't attend volleyball at all during the break so hopefully we wont have a lot of practices! On the flip side i can't wait until out next game b/c i didn't play the first game b/c my hand hurt way to much! People in school crack me up, now they all have a nickname for me!
I hope it doesn't snow to much tonight b/c i wanted to get some Christmas shopping done @ Fairlane. . .but we'll see!
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LoL. . . . .
Dec. 14th, 2005 | 10:19 am
mood: 
happy
music: Rumors - LiL Kim
HOLY SHIT MY HAND HURTS
SO BAD TODAY! ! ! !
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ThInKiNg. . . . . .
Dec. 7th, 2005 | 07:32 pm
mood: 
loved
music: All Because Of You - MH
"All Because Of You"
I can't blame you if you wanna leave
Cause I'm not the man that I once used to be
But there's a change that has come over me
So before you go, listen to my last plea
[Chorus]
(all because of you) ooh, you're the love of my life love
And I was doin wrong but I wanna do right girl
(all because of you) stayin out all night
Wanna make it right, wanna change my life girl
(all because of you) I don't wanna play no games
Wanna change your name to my name baby
(all because of you) not gon be the man that I used to be, no
I changed because of you
Can't take back the things that I did before
But baby I'm promisin that my heart is yours(yours)
Know it ain't easy baby, but you gotta believe me baby
All I'm askin for is one more chance, I changed because of you
[Chorus]
(all because of you) ooh, you're the love of my life
And I was doin wrong but I wanna do right girl
(all because of you) stayin out all night
Wanna make it right, wanna change my life girl
(all because of you) I don't wanna play no games
Wanna change your name to my name baby
(all because of you) not gon be the man that I used to be
I changed because of you
I-I-I-I, I wanna do right by you girl
I-I-I-I, I wanna spend my life with you girl
I don't wanna play no games, wanna change your name to my name baby
I'm turnin in my player's card.. all because of you
[Young Rome]
It used to be that you in the club poppin bottles, wrists glistenin
Shorty tried to tell me 'chill', but I wasn't listenin
I can't deny, you knew me from bein Immature
Homeboy was sayin 'sorry', take you to the country store
You told me all you really wanted was to see me more
Then the stress hit me hard like a meteor
I hit rock bottom, you was there to pick me up
I neglected you we didn't hug, didn't kiss enough
But you never threw nuttin up in my face
Gave me all your love and your warm embrace
But now I see I'll neva find another like you
You the type boo, make a playa wanna wife you
But me and you, this money's not a issue
When I miss you, when I touch you, I can feel it it in my bone gristle
I'm still wit you and I'm sorry bout the way I did you
[Chorus]
(all because of you) ooh, you're the love of my life
And I was doin (ooh) wrong but I wanna do right girl
(all because of you) stayin out all night (no more stayin out at night, ooh)
Wanna make it right, wanna change my life girl
(all because of you) I don't wanna play no games (see I don't wanna play no games, no games, yea, ooh)
Wanna change your name to my name baby
(all because of you) not gon be the man that I used to be (not the man I used to be, nooo, yea yea)
I changed because of you
-Marcus Houston-
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The Countdown BEGINS
Dec. 6th, 2005 | 02:32 pm
mood: 
embarrassed
music: All Because Of You - MH
17 days left until my birthday! ! ! !
Wow, this year has went by so fast! I can't believe it's already about to be Christmas! I wonder what i'm going to do for my birthday! Well my Winter break starts on the 16th and goes until the 3rd of January! I swear man. . . volleyball practice has been going a litle bad for me lately. I just feel so much pressure to do as good as i did last year. . . .b/c people are always talking about how good i am then in practice there's so much pressure, so i never really push myself in case i mess up. Then people say "why are you not playing like you always do" & i always have an excuse. I guess i just need to stop feeling all the pressure & need to keep my mind in the practice from now on. . . . Other than that my week has went pretty good except for the fact that i have a crazy ass stalker. . . . lol, it's not funny, i don't know why i'm laughing, but i don't think this is good!
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Been A While. . . . .
Nov. 26th, 2005 | 04:46 pm
mood: loved
music: Love, I Thought You Had My Back - Kesha Cole
Wow i know that its been a while since i last wrote . . . i guess i have just been real busy! You know w/ school, basketball districts, work, volleyball, and dumb ass little bitches who think their slick, man i've had NO time for myself! Well we did end up losing our basketball districts, but it's ok i played a good game w/ 12 points! Last weekend i worked on Sat from 7-3, after that i took a nap & then ended up @ allison's house, drinking! Sunday i went out to eat @ Ruby Tuesday's, Ohhh it was sooooo good, i recommend that you all go there ~~I APPRECIATE YOU TAKING ME THERE, I ENJOYED IT~~! Then i worked from 3-10, and went to bed. On Monday i met with some recruiters from colleges, & Tuesday also! Wednesday i didn't go to school, b/c i helped my mom get a bunch of stuff ready since they were leaving on Wednesday. Well i took my sister to work, & my parents left to go to my grandma's. . . well i got home @ like 8, and let's just say i had the night to enjoy to myself ::not going to say what i did:: Then i woke up @ like a quarter to 6 and went picked Andrea up, and went up north to my grandma's! Got up there took a nap, ate, then my WHOLE family got into a BIG argument (I mean MASSIVE) so my cousin's, aunt Lou & uncle Rudi ended up walking out. . .man i thought my uncle Zoli was going to punch someone! Well i came back that same night and went to bed @ like 9:30 b/c i was really bored! DAMN I REGRET COMING BACK B/C SHELLEY & MY COUSIN-TRACY WENT & HUNG OUT W/ MY FUTURE HUSBAND-ERIC, & I THOUGHT THEY WERENT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE THAT NIGHT SO I LEFT, I DIDN'T THINK THEY WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO HANG OUT W/ HIM. . . . IM SOOO PISSED! Well Sunday i got up & went and bought some clothes, & some movies for myself. Then sat around and ended up going to hang out w/ some of Shelley's CMU friends. Damn some of them boys were HOT, i'm glad i went! Then i went to work today from 7-3, went & got a car wash, filled it up w/ gas, picked up my mom, & now im about to eat dinner! Tomorrow i might be going out to lunch again, but who knows if i'll get the invite this week or not! Oh well i work tomorrow from 3-10, then it's off to bed for school in the morning!
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"Maybe Not"
Nov. 18th, 2005 | 02:14 pm
mood: 
pissed off
music: Say My Name - DC
Well my weekend/week was going REAL good until Monday night. . . .people act like they can't talk to you at all. I mean shit, one day your telling me one thing the next day you don't even have time for me. . .i see how you are! Michael is a real dumbass man. . . . i can't he just acts so stupid! Anyways my day was going alright on Tuesday and Wednedsday b/c @ our district game i had 11 points & 16 rebounds. So that made my week a little better, BUT then on Thursday this Bitch stole my purse and then denied it. Then @ lunch time had the NERVE to confront me about accusing her, so you know i had to get right back with her, THEN she put her finger in my face so i smacked her hand . . .then some girl and Mr. Mains both grabbed me and pulled me ou the lunch room! She's so lucky b/c i was going to blow her shit out but i just kept thinking about our game today! So then she approached me again during 5th hour so i cussed her ass out. . .and she aint say shit else to me! Well on Monday LaShawnda will be back and she can take my place b/c i'm going to blow her shit out! ! ! ! Well today is our game for our district championship. . .WISH US LUCK! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
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Things Might Be Turning Around For Me!
Nov. 12th, 2005 | 08:53 pm
mood: happy
music: Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkston
Work on Wednesday and Thursday was NOT fun! On Wednesday i got into it with one of the girls i work with. . .which made it sort of awkward, but oh well she shouldn't of had an attitude with me! On Thursday i slipped on that damn wet floor and hurt my hand & my ankle real bad.
We ended up having a game on Friday, even though my ankle still hurt sort of bad. . . i managed to play! I am kind of ashamed for me & my WHOLE team, i know We & ME especially could of did a lot better! ! Our coaches were really upset, but they'll get over it! On Friday, after the game i ended up @ Coco's b/c i was bored, then i came home and went to bed! Today i woke up and went shopping my my cousin's baby shower. . . .Ohhhh they had so much cute stuff, i'm going to have to go back and buy MORE! Anyways, after that i went to Subway and got lunch for everyone then came home! I went and picked up Coco @ like 6, we went to the mall to go look around @ Aeropostale b/c they were having a sale. . . then we met up @ Applebee's, and ended up getting free food b/c they messed our order and gave it to someone else. . so they had to re-make ours and said our whole bill was on them. . . I WAS SOOOO HAPPY!
Well now i'm @ home b/c i'm really tired & i have to work tomorrow from 6am-2, then i'm going to my cousin's babyshower after that! So. . . .not much for this weekend, except for i got some of my problems straightened out, and things aren't so bad anymore, b/c i got some new jeans and some new shirts. . . i didn't think i was going to get thing anymore. . but SURPRISE, SURPRISE i was wrong and i got a bunch of new clothes the other day! I LOVE GETTING INTO ARGUMENTS, b/c i always get something out of it. . . HAH!
We ended up having a game on Friday, even though my ankle still hurt sort of bad. . . i managed to play! I am kind of ashamed for me & my WHOLE team, i know We & ME especially could of did a lot better! ! Our coaches were really upset, but they'll get over it! On Friday, after the game i ended up @ Coco's b/c i was bored, then i came home and went to bed! Today i woke up and went shopping my my cousin's baby shower. . . .Ohhhh they had so much cute stuff, i'm going to have to go back and buy MORE! Anyways, after that i went to Subway and got lunch for everyone then came home! I went and picked up Coco @ like 6, we went to the mall to go look around @ Aeropostale b/c they were having a sale. . . then we met up @ Applebee's, and ended up getting free food b/c they messed our order and gave it to someone else. . so they had to re-make ours and said our whole bill was on them. . . I WAS SOOOO HAPPY!
Well now i'm @ home b/c i'm really tired & i have to work tomorrow from 6am-2, then i'm going to my cousin's babyshower after that! So. . . .not much for this weekend, except for i got some of my problems straightened out, and things aren't so bad anymore, b/c i got some new jeans and some new shirts. . . i didn't think i was going to get thing anymore. . but SURPRISE, SURPRISE i was wrong and i got a bunch of new clothes the other day! I LOVE GETTING INTO ARGUMENTS, b/c i always get something out of it. . . HAH!
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Nothin Much. . . .
Nov. 9th, 2005 | 10:44 am
mood: 
determined
music: BECAUSE OF YOU - Kelley Clarkston
Well Monday & Tuesday after school i had basketball practice . . . now were just training for our districts. . . & it's kind of fun but hard still! OH I CAN'T WAIT FOR VOLLEYBALL TO START ON THE 17th! Laguna Beach was soo good on Monday, i almost missed it b/c i fell asleep, GOOD THING coco called! Anyways yesterday after practice i sat and argued w/ my mother for like an hour! Anyways, i have to work today SO I'M GOING TO MISS ONE TREE HILL! I have to work tomorrow too. . . so i'll be pretty busy with that shit! On Friday i think we might have a game, not sure yet, but i can't wait!
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Ever heard a song that YOU CAN'T get out of your head? ? ?
Nov. 7th, 2005 | 10:32 am
mood: moody
music: Nobody Knows - Kevin Sharp
~Kevin Sharp~
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it
But me!
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it
But me!
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly but you're nowhere around!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it But me!
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel . . .
A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it But me!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Nobody knows it But me!
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
But these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it
But me!
Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it
But me!
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly but you're nowhere around!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it But me!
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel . . .
A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it But me!
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
Nobody knows it But me!
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Damn all up in my shit! ! !
Nov. 7th, 2005 | 10:29 am
mood: moody
music: Nobody Knows - Kevin Sharp
This weekend was pretty plain! Wow. . . i never knew that news about me could spread so quickly to people i don't even talk to! Rumors went around since Wednesday about me & someone else . . . wow i never even knew that so many people THOUGHT we did. . .lol! It's kinda funny, & it kinda explains why people talk the shit they do, b/c they hear something & automatically believe it. . . oh well UNLESS they ask me what ami going to do? ? Anyways, Friday i came home, took care of some business, then went to bed @ like 7:30, & didn't wake up until like 7:50 on Sat. morning, WOW WHAT A WASTE OF A FRIDAY NIGHT. Saturday i took myself shopping, & bought myself some new shit SINCE someone else isn't doing it anymore, then went to work. Sunday i woke up. Me & Coco went to church, to breakfast, shopping, then we watched One Tree Hill, then to Target, then i went to work. This week is going to be a long week i think b/c i have just got a lot of shit to do & think about!
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Life is like a Board game. . . . play until you get bored!
Nov. 3rd, 2005 | 01:38 pm
mood: shocked
music: Here We Go - Trina & Kelly
Well this week has been a very interesting week! On Monday i had to leave early & go to work. Worked until like 10. . . .so i couldn't enjoy my Halloween. Tuesday i had a game and it went real good b/c we blew the other team out by like 50 points. After that i went to Coco's then came home. On Wednesday i went to the Piston's season opener w/ my Dad. Today i'm going to go home and teach myself how to make some pasta salad!
On Tuesday i heard a bunch of stuff about some dumb little bitch, it kind of made me irritated. . . but oh well, she'll get hers eventually!
Some other stuff has been going down these past few days that i'd rather not discuss! It hasn't exactly been fun. . . . but the truth has to come out. People lie & say shit all the time, but when something serious is being talked about why would you lie and say you did something KNOWING damn well they didn't? Well what if you said something that you NEVER meant to say . . . then tried telling that same person you were just telling them that b/c that's what they wanted to hear. . . .KNOWING that they really didn't & it would hurt them, & make you 2 drift apart! What would you do if you were in that position? ? ?Well i have always had a really hard time believing people b/c i have been lied to A LOT in my life. & when the ONE person you never thought would lie to you DID. . . . what would you do? You have known each other for more years then you can remember. . . and now it's like the whole time they've been putting on an act & their TRUE self is coming out. WOULDN'T it feel like everything you ever had with that person was LIE! I dont know.
I had a nice talk w/ someone today. She actually had a lot to say. She knew more about me then i thought she knew. We talked for a while about something that happened and then she had a bunch of questions to ask me. . . i didn't know much BUT she had some advice that sort of made me feel better . . . i never knew she felt like that. I am going to have to finish talking to her later though b/c we both had to go. . . . .
Well see how that goes though. . . . . .
UNTIL LATER. . . .
On Tuesday i heard a bunch of stuff about some dumb little bitch, it kind of made me irritated. . . but oh well, she'll get hers eventually!
Some other stuff has been going down these past few days that i'd rather not discuss! It hasn't exactly been fun. . . . but the truth has to come out. People lie & say shit all the time, but when something serious is being talked about why would you lie and say you did something KNOWING damn well they didn't? Well what if you said something that you NEVER meant to say . . . then tried telling that same person you were just telling them that b/c that's what they wanted to hear. . . .KNOWING that they really didn't & it would hurt them, & make you 2 drift apart! What would you do if you were in that position? ? ?Well i have always had a really hard time believing people b/c i have been lied to A LOT in my life. & when the ONE person you never thought would lie to you DID. . . . what would you do? You have known each other for more years then you can remember. . . and now it's like the whole time they've been putting on an act & their TRUE self is coming out. WOULDN'T it feel like everything you ever had with that person was LIE! I dont know.
I had a nice talk w/ someone today. She actually had a lot to say. She knew more about me then i thought she knew. We talked for a while about something that happened and then she had a bunch of questions to ask me. . . i didn't know much BUT she had some advice that sort of made me feel better . . . i never knew she felt like that. I am going to have to finish talking to her later though b/c we both had to go. . . . .
Well see how that goes though. . . . . .
UNTIL LATER. . . .
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Only One Word. . . .
Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 05:21 pm
mood: 
confused
music: I'm Sprung - T.Pain
WHY. . . . . . . .
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HALLOWEEN! ! ! !
Oct. 31st, 2005 | 11:21 pm
mood: infuriated
music: **Monster Mash**
HAPPY HALLOWEEN EVERYONE . . . . Hope you all enjoyed in UNLIKE me b/c i had to work! ! Oh well, not like there was anything 'special' to do anyways . . . . .
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Lots & Lots of FUN! ! !
Oct. 30th, 2005 | 09:57 am
mood: aggravated
music: My Hump - Black Eyed Peas
We won our game on Thursday. . . by blowing the other team out! I was so happy b/c a lot of people came to the game for me! Afterward Frank, Jade, Coco, Ramon & my husband left before i came out so i went and hung out w/ Anthony, Tony & Ethelma, we ended up going to Lisa's house and just chillin! When i got home on Thurs. Shelley & Amanda were already here. . . so i fell asleep watching t.v with them!
On Fri. SINCE i didn't have school . . . . i had some erins to run, and then Amanda, me & Shelley went to to Telegraph & 12 mile to see this lady! That took until like 6 o'clock & after that Amanda & me went to the movies w/ Tony & Anthony . . .we seen Saw 2, it was real good! Now after that we drove around for a while, & met up w/ Alex & Jason, then sat there, & there was a BIG MISUNDERSTANDING so Me & Amanda went home!
On Sat we got up, went to Target, then i cleaned my room, then Amanda went out to this guy's house w/ her mom & i stayed here b/c i had plans! Well @ about 9:30 Tony picked me up & we drove around for a while, the went to Lisa's. There we sat w/ Alana & Lisa, smoked, & then we left! We went & got something to eat b/c we were hungry, then i came home b/c I WAS REALLY FUCKIN TIRED . . . so i was sitting in the car last night & Tony was playing w/ the window, we'll his broke so i started laughing. Then he went to roll mine down & for some reason it was really loud, & i wasn't expecting it. . . & it scared the SHIT out of me, SO we sat there laughing for a while! After that i came in and my mom yelled @ me for like a 1/2 hour b/c of the time i came in @! WHATEVER though b/c she is a fuckin bitch . . . .and i'm out of here in June. . . CAN'T WAIT! ! ! ! !
Well today i have to work @ 3 & i really don't feel like going in there ESPECIALLY since i havent worked ALL week! After that i'm coming home & going to bed b/c i got school tomorrow!
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CaPrIcOrN - Others may expect you to take care of them today, as if this was your assignment. You, however, don't need to be responsible for the shortcomings of those around you. Of course, you might want to help loved ones, but this needs to be your choice. If you are feeling coerced, take a few steps back to give yourself space enough to make a decision that is best for all.
On Fri. SINCE i didn't have school . . . . i had some erins to run, and then Amanda, me & Shelley went to to Telegraph & 12 mile to see this lady! That took until like 6 o'clock & after that Amanda & me went to the movies w/ Tony & Anthony . . .we seen Saw 2, it was real good! Now after that we drove around for a while, & met up w/ Alex & Jason, then sat there, & there was a BIG MISUNDERSTANDING so Me & Amanda went home!
On Sat we got up, went to Target, then i cleaned my room, then Amanda went out to this guy's house w/ her mom & i stayed here b/c i had plans! Well @ about 9:30 Tony picked me up & we drove around for a while, the went to Lisa's. There we sat w/ Alana & Lisa, smoked, & then we left! We went & got something to eat b/c we were hungry, then i came home b/c I WAS REALLY FUCKIN TIRED . . . so i was sitting in the car last night & Tony was playing w/ the window, we'll his broke so i started laughing. Then he went to roll mine down & for some reason it was really loud, & i wasn't expecting it. . . & it scared the SHIT out of me, SO we sat there laughing for a while! After that i came in and my mom yelled @ me for like a 1/2 hour b/c of the time i came in @! WHATEVER though b/c she is a fuckin bitch . . . .and i'm out of here in June. . . CAN'T WAIT! ! ! ! !
Well today i have to work @ 3 & i really don't feel like going in there ESPECIALLY since i havent worked ALL week! After that i'm coming home & going to bed b/c i got school tomorrow!
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CaPrIcOrN - Others may expect you to take care of them today, as if this was your assignment. You, however, don't need to be responsible for the shortcomings of those around you. Of course, you might want to help loved ones, but this needs to be your choice. If you are feeling coerced, take a few steps back to give yourself space enough to make a decision that is best for all.